Have you ever once tried so hard
just to make things right,
only to find that for all of your efforts
you've fucked things up worse by the end of the night?
Have you ever tried so hard
just to help the one you love?
Only to realize that nothings the better
and seems to be worse when push comes to shove?
Have you ever tried anything so hard,
just to see all you do break down and fail?
Have you ever felt a pain in your heart,
as if, through it, someone was driving a nail?
Can you tell me how I can take it all back,
Everything wrong that I've said?
Tell me, how can I stop the thoughts
of hurting myself from running through my head?
Have you ever once felt so empty,
ever felt so cold and alone,
That every word that is said to you,
hurts right down to the bone?
Have you ever felt so sorry,
that the feeling starts making you ill?
A sickness so powerful that
It cant be fixed by even a pill?
SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME,
WHAT IT IS THAT I KEEP DOING WRONG.
SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME
WHY THE MINUTES ARE FEELING SO LONG.
I've tried and I've tried
to do what i thought was best,
and I found I was wrong,
and for it I've been kicked in the chest.
Over and over the foot keeps on pounding,
Kicking and leaving me out of my breath,
Its hurting so bad that i can only find comfort
In the though of some less painful death.
Have you ever been to the point
where you swear you've gone mad?
To where you're to the point,
Of forgetting everything you once had?
Have you ever felt so hopeless
that nothing seems to be worthwhile?
That that gift of just living life itself,
has lost its power to make you smile?
Not once have I ever seemed,
to have screw up so bad.
And to the person I've hurt,
you dont know how sorry i am that you're sad.
No words I can conjure,
can do justice to what needs to be said,
so while I give you your space,
I'll be crying myself to sleep all alone in my bed.